Read a blog from a friend of mine. And saw this:
However, I believed that a strong friendship does not require often meetups, once in a while is enough.
Meet up too often will result in the 'Im sick of looking at your face', especially with people whom I'm not even close with yet is always hanging out in our outings.
Don't bring unnecessary people in.
-Exactly.
All these while i've been thinking why am i being left out? Is it because i often reject meeting up with you guys? That's why now you guys wont even make an effort to ask me or invite me wherever you go.
Nevermind, i understand. You might think i've changed, like oh, i have a boyfriend now already so i dont care about friendship blablabla kinda things. Yes, i dont deny that it's partly because of him, as you guys always meet up late and he doesnt want me to go home too late. Furthermore, i gotta work the next day. I know all of you very rich luh, im poor okay. I have to support myself and give monthly allowance to my family.
Okay, so here comes the other part now. I dont know why, the distance between us is getting further, it just seems like i have no common topics with you guys. All of you can talk on a topic for i-dont-know how long, and im just sitting there. Seriously... I just felt that i'm redundant over here.
All these is why i dislike meeting up.. Damn! Why cant somebody just understand how i feel?! Yeahyeah~ I bet all of you are thinking i 重色轻友. Whatever okay. I dont think there's any need to explain all these shits. That's why im letting it be now. If counting me out is making it easier for you, then just go ahead :) Anyway now already seems like 理所当然 i wont be going anyway.
But seriously.. Reading those tweets just make me feel.. disappointed. Yaya, i can see all of you are having fun. Whatever kay. Argh!
Lastly... Thanks so much for being a friend(s).
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